tired

I am tired of giving my all to people who only pretend to care.

I am tired of being used and neglected and walked on.

I am tired of allowing myself to care so much about people that I consider them family only to be tossed away and forgotten as if I were never there.

I am tired of holding in the hurt feelings in an attempt to save face.

I am tired of feeling so much.

I am tired of being the peacekeeper.

I am tired of apologizing for things that aren’t my fault.

I am tired of always being the bigger person, of suffering shit with a smile, and of casting my pearls before swine.

I am tired of finally letting my guard down only to be proven a fool once again.

I am tired of being so easily cast away.

I am tired of being lied to and manipulated.

I am tired of accepting excuses.

I’m just tired.

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8 responses to this post.

  1. Posted by Karen on June 28, 2013 at 9:45 pm

    I understand.
    I’ve been tired too.

    Reply

  2. Posted by Karen on June 28, 2013 at 9:46 pm

    oh and you are important to me, and I don’t need anything from you.

    Reply

  3. I feel ya 😦 ~hugs~

    Reply

  4. I know the feeling. Just know that there are plenty of people around that want nothing from you but your love and respect and have nothing but love and respect for you. Those same people are here for you whenever you need anything.

    Reply

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